::Hey Guys!::
OMGALEE PETES i havent updated in effin for freakin ever!!..lol..
So this update will prolly be a long one...just cuz i havent ^dated in like months!!!..ha!
My computer is messed up but i am at my godmothers house so i can update and letcha kno wat is going on in muh life!
Well yes me and Justin broke up and have been apart for about two months now...but yeah i am still in love with that kidd_o. i mean everything is up to him tho. But yeah i still love him with all my heart but i will b Mmk!...I have been hangin out with my **LESBIAN LOVER** Nicizi B....or atleast there is a effin rumor saying we are together?!?!..yea ryte!
I have been hanging out with muh *crew* lately..and ive hadd so much effin fun!!..omgalee..we went to town center thursday and on friday i spent the nyte with Nicizi B. and thursday and friday i got to see Jay!!..i was so happy. He wanted to hang out and i thought we wouldnt be able to at first so he was madd..but then we got too and i was soo effin excited ..i love that kidd_o to death. I think we myte hook back up soon..but i dont kno for sure. But i had fun spending time with him..he is so sweet!!..he is definitly the love of my life!!!
Crystal is my #1 best friend and i definitly love that girl o' so dearly indeed. I would do anything in the world for her and she knows that. She is effin awsome.
I love that pic..of me and KerK_al
Christmas is only a few more days away and i cant wait...thanx for everybody that got me presents i love ya'll o so dearly.
P.S. Nicizi dont let me get locked in a bathroom full of PoO again ..PLEAZZZEE!!..haha..i love you girly!..and  omgalee im on CrAcK!!...itch itch..haha.
Ya'll leave lots of comments PLEAZZEE!!..aight SEE YA MAN!
<33 CaRiZi ScReEcH
the problem with guys is..
they notice every mistake you make.
you get one phone call & they have to know who it is.
you talk to another guy & it's over.
aand, they fall for the first cute thing
walking by in a skirt.
This is B_rady and Nicizi i love them oh so dearly!!!!
This is the pic. i gave Brady and Nicizi for X-mas and Nicizi gave me one too..how SwEeT!!
I may not be with him, but he's still my world. he's still the one thing worth holding onto. the true test of love is no matter how long you two go without talking, he will always find a way back into your heart . no matter how hard you try to forget him, you can't. it's the little things that mean the most, but break your heart all the same. it's those times
when a song comes on & immediately you cry missing him, wanting him, needing him . Just wishing he thinks about you, and he has never forgot the memories you t.w.o have, means everything . Just the small thought of maybe, just maybe there might be an "us" give you the strength to hold on that much longer. you never realize how much you love something until you lose it , and you're one of the lucky ones if you get it back.
Jay got me a build-a-bear for Christmas..its so cute i love it to death!!..thanx thanx<<33!
It's easy to convince yourself that you're oversomeone
until you see them in the hallway,
or smell someone wearing their cologne,
and then you`re like, here we go again.
So my conclusion is this:
you don't ever completely get over someone.
It's more a matter of learning to deal with the pain
of not having them anymore
Now Her, She's a different story.
Her heart is currently broken.
Watch her, in all her glory.
Her smile is fake and it's well spoken.
She cries more than needed
But according to every guy, she's a charm
& yet she still sits there smiling;;
regardless of all the fake friends.
&& the dreams that were broken.
regardless of the guys she loved
and the hearts that were broken.
i D0NT UNDERSTAND iT BECAUSE i T0LD MYSELF
THAT i'D NEVER LiKE Y0U AGAiN..BUT EVERYTiME i
TALK T0 Y0U..i SEE THAT SMiLE & TH0SE EYES & i
REALiZE i CANT GET 0VER THiS 0NE.. <3
sexiest girl, on everyones mind
shes pretty but a true love she can't find.
everytime she thinks shes got the right guy
he hurts her and makes her want to die.
so she cries herself to sleep at night
thinkin' in her head, i want to feel alright.
so she falls asleep with tears in her eyes
and wondering why the truth is so hard to realize
sometimes i just wanna find out why. .
** I miss the guy that used to always make me smile..and knew exactly what to say at exactly the right time. i love the guy that i could never stay madd at for anything and i could forgive him for the biggest mistakes and still love him with all my heart. Sometimes no matter how hard you try you just cant get over someone so easy. i miss the guy who i used to hang out with and have so much fun and laugh and enjoy every single minute of it. I miss the guy who loved me for who i was and didnt care what other people thought of me and him. I miss the guy that i spent 8 months of my life with and loved it all..and i gave him my heart and yea he definitly still has it and he knows it too.
HeHe...ThaNx StaN...I LoVe ThIs PiC.
**Got a problem w/ me?-->// solve it.
Think im Trippin?-->// Tie my shoez.
Cant stand me?-->// Sit down.
Cant face me?-->// Then turn tha FREAK around
I definitly LOVE these guys...((thanx Kelley i stole this pic)) but i definitly love it ..it is indeed adorable!!!!
  
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